I feel I should sort of update everyone..everyone being my two vistors that I actually had on this blog on just where I have been and why the downtime.

Snarffalicious has always been around since about late 2006 (I think) and from time to time gone through purges where I have deleted everything and started again, I’m prone to it. This time however it wasn’t my doing.

Back in Januray my site was “hacked” and I say that with an eyeroll because it really wasn’t, basically a php injection took place through an old Wordpress platform I had, that had my domain owners take my site offline for security issues and because I honestly am not the regular blogger who will break down if their blog blew up, I didn’t care so I left it in limbo. That was up until about a week ago when I decided to resurrect this old thing.

I’m not saying I’m going to update this regulary and I probably won’t, but for now I’m happy enough to keep on posting.

And uhhh, yeah I have purged it again, but kept the two most important posts…

And that folks, sums it all up in a nutshell.

Dani, (for all that don’t know who this is should read my Freckles post to learn who she is and what she means to me) is the biggest dork ever and I mean that with love. She comes away with the cutest things ever and sometimes she does or says things that make me just shake my head, but I do it with a smile because it’s classic Dani.

Perfect example from my lovely wife to be tonight, while on the way home from work….

“Umm baby… How many miles do you think I can drive after my gas light goes on? I am on route 80 and I’m not moving and I think I have no gas”

Doh!.

It’s hitting 12:30am here in the good old Big Apple and I am so tired but can’t sleep. I’ve been having one of those thinking nights where you can get all deep & meaningful, unfortunately tonight all that I have is my head and I don’t know….

I’ve been so rambly today too, apparently Dani thinks it’s cute but oh man today was bad. She was the lucky recipent of my dioreaha mouth.. I think my problem right now is the closer her and I are getting, the more I miss her. Does that even make sense?

It’s not even possible how we can continue getting closer because I can honestly say there comes a point where I can’t be in love with her anymore and she does something and it leaves me feeling like I have just hit a whole new level with her. I am crazy about this girl and it really scares me just how much. I think it’s safe to say I have fallen hard and even though sometimes I can’t understand the connection we have all I know is it’s something I have no control over.

I never thought it was possible I could be at my age and feeling the way I do about someone so quickly, if at all. Our lives have mirrored each other in the strangest ways and we have so much in common, even our personalities are the same. It’s just uncanny and we both have spoken about it and neither of us can explain any of it.

Can it be explained?

Sometimes I wish I had a manual for times like this because it would be nice to get some instructions on how you’re supposed to act or go about things at times like this, cause right now I honestly feel I’m skydiving without a parachute.

Heavy stuff.